Closure - An Ode
Oh how I laid, in tranquility, with your short spirally hair on my arm;
Oh how I felt whole, with your sunburnt eyes gazing in mine.
Oh how I hope, I am never ridden of your chimerical love and thrown back to this ugly world.
Oh, I just can hope, that even when this moment is over, I crawl back in your arms and live out my days.
To be alone with you, in the crowded city, at the hearth of your room;
Watching you read the book that we talked about, and I; trying to capture the very moment in my diary.
Oh how the worst is over, and you made me finally feel like a person;
To kiss you, to finally feel happiness, to feel your weight on my chest, oh, I am happy.
Lets run away, from everything, to the small villages, up north;
Where no one can understand us; where no one will notice us.
At the fireplace, I can cook your favorite food whilst you sing me, my favorite song;
For in those moments, our existence can only be observed by us and us, alone.
Oh how I hoped that this could have been us, but there you lay in the arms of your lover;
Oh I wish I could've been there for you, provided you more comfort than the one you chose from.
Oh, how agonizingly beautiful it is, that in few moments, our shadows might be together again;
Oh, dont worry love, with swiftness my skull shall be smashed across the valley's foot and I shall be again with you, again with just us to observe our pseudo existence.
